Everytime I walk by, I get these butterflies in my stomach, and my face feels hot. I try to smile, but I'm too nervous of looking like a dumb little girl. And when we talk, my heart starts to rush, and I just want to hear you speak forever. I feel like you and I can talk about the most crazy things. And even though we haven't known each other long, I feel like knowing you could change my life.
It's strange how fast I'm feeling these emotions, and I wish I could tell you. But I feel like it's wrong, and I just want to know what to do. I wish I wasn't torn between the two of you, and could make a right decision.
Now the other you, you've made me angry and put me down. But when you're sweet, you just make me melt and feel safe. I don't get the butterflies, but I still care for you deeply and don't want you with anyone else. Why am I so selfish though? You say you're happy with me, but I want to be that happy as well.
I wish I knew what to do.
So everytime I walk by you, and smile, I hope you realize that smile back makes my day. Or the texts about the crazy things we talk about, just make me laugh. And I hope someday, you'll see this, and know it's about you.
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