You're Never Over

Eminem has been relating to my life lately.  Half of the titles in his album Recovery have been going along with things in my life.  For example, "Going Through Changes" with friends, family, and myself.  But that happens everyday...right?  "Won't Back Down" makes me think how I used to never back down when my ex-boyfriend Andre and I would fight.  I'd never give up.  And I'm like that; I'm stubborn.  But one song title that has stuck out to me is "You're Never Over".  It's relating to what I've been thinking about today.
"You're Never Over" reminds me of how I'm not going to get over that one boyfriend that meant something more than holding hands, calling each other, and hanging out.  He was one of the people I trusted the most, and fell for.  I'm not sure if it was love, I'm only fifteen.  But it was something special.
We dated for six months, so you can imagine we went through a lot.  We went through a lot more than I expected, and every step of the way, we were there for each other.  After we broke up, things turned upside down for us.  It's like once you're used to talking to someone every day, it's just a natural thing to call them up.  But since the day we ended, we could never have a good conversation.  He just didn't want to talk, and I don't blame him.  I was pissed and made things a big deal.  I wish I hadn't though, because once in awhile we would talk.  But now, it's nothing.
"You're Never Over" is how I feel.  I've heard it takes half the time you dated to get over someone, but is that really true?  It has been three months since we broke up, and we've both been with other people.  But once someone means that much to you and becomes nothing...it seems harder to get over them.  I just wish I knew how to get over him and let go.  Will it ever happen?  I'm sure it will, but it seems to be taking longer than I'd like.  But I'd rather it take time then never get over...even though he'll always have a place in my heart and mind.